How am I?

2012:
Better than ever! I finally got the product gallery installed on the site all on my own! Major breakthrough considering I had been literally begging Anne to install it for last 2 weeks!

2013:
On a roller coaster... sometimes, I feel down and depressed about how long it's taking to make a breakthrough with JK's company and then, I make myself truly believing that it's happening soon and I start looking forward to a better future.

2018:
I'm doing ok on most part. Working like crazy to recover from not having any emergency fund money and living paycheck to paycheck. I've finally got some breathing room to not have to worry about the rent money at the end of the month.

Emotionally, a bit lonely after Avni moved out. No one at home to talk to. Jk is gone most of the evenings and doesn't come home till late nights (from Ubering) and even if he's home, there isn't much communication going on,unless I want to hear about who he met and what others are doing. Nothing about OUR life. That's the subject he tries best to avoid.

I've been much stronger than ever before. There are things I'm letting go/slide, but because I chose to be a better person and taking high road. I am doing much better at keeping my anger in check and keep the discussion at calm manner no matter how furious I get at certain things.