2012:
With elections just around the corner and Sandy storm hitting the East coast, there isn't much of the happy news around. I had to really dig for it. Today was SF Giant's World Series Championship victory parade!
2013:
Two days ago, I witnessed most amazing thing! Human of New York featured a story of a man that had adopted a girl and hoping to adopt a boy. He mentioned that he needed help with raising funds to adopt the boy. Within one hour of posting the story, 100% of the money ($26K) was raised and it didn't stop there. Within 36 hour, at closing the donation page, they had collected $86K! Remaining money is to go toward the education fund for the kids. That's the most heartwarming story I've heard in a long time!
Tuesday, October 31, 2017
Monday, October 30, 2017
What is standing in my way?
2012:
My own laziness and short attention span. However, I've started to make reminders and To-do lists and that have helped me a lot for getting things done in timely manner.
2013:
Lack of motivation. No matter how much I talk myself up for things, I end up falling hard, facing the reality. It's hard to stay motivated after that.
2018:
Me? I'm getting better though. Have been getting up early and going to workout every time I have a day off. One step at a time. I'm making sure to have better quality of life. Doing things for me that brings me joy.
My own laziness and short attention span. However, I've started to make reminders and To-do lists and that have helped me a lot for getting things done in timely manner.
2013:
Lack of motivation. No matter how much I talk myself up for things, I end up falling hard, facing the reality. It's hard to stay motivated after that.
2018:
Me? I'm getting better though. Have been getting up early and going to workout every time I have a day off. One step at a time. I'm making sure to have better quality of life. Doing things for me that brings me joy.
Sunday, October 29, 2017
Am I settling for something?
2012:
Not really, but I might as well settle for simple, uneventful life.
2013:
I'm settling for spending most of my free time with kids and cherish every moment with them. The time spent with them is very precious to me.
2018:
I'm settling for at least a little bit of control over my life. It's been much better than ever before. I take time to hang out with kids, go hiking on my off days, or actually take a day off or not volunteer to work to hike or to attend special events. It's about time that I do things that gives me joy rather than always focus on working constantly.
Not really, but I might as well settle for simple, uneventful life.
2013:
I'm settling for spending most of my free time with kids and cherish every moment with them. The time spent with them is very precious to me.
2018:
I'm settling for at least a little bit of control over my life. It's been much better than ever before. I take time to hang out with kids, go hiking on my off days, or actually take a day off or not volunteer to work to hike or to attend special events. It's about time that I do things that gives me joy rather than always focus on working constantly.
Saturday, October 28, 2017
What is the last movie I saw?
2012:
The last one I saw in the theater was The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel with Pinal and Kalpu. Oh.. about 2-3 weeks ago, I did watch Holes on YouTube after I finished reading the book.
2013:
In theater, I think it was new Wizard of Oz.. a fundraiser for Rotary club. Haven't watched any at home lately.
2018:
Last one I watched in theater was Crazy, Rich Asians. About Chinese families. Similar to Bollywood stories. It was a fun movie!
The last one I saw in the theater was The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel with Pinal and Kalpu. Oh.. about 2-3 weeks ago, I did watch Holes on YouTube after I finished reading the book.
2013:
In theater, I think it was new Wizard of Oz.. a fundraiser for Rotary club. Haven't watched any at home lately.
2018:
Last one I watched in theater was Crazy, Rich Asians. About Chinese families. Similar to Bollywood stories. It was a fun movie!
Friday, October 27, 2017
How many emails did I have today?
2012:
About 100 - it is Saturday, so a bit on low side.
2013:
About 150.
2018:
No idea! None of the emails are important anyway. Most of them are spam, newsletters or notifications.
About 100 - it is Saturday, so a bit on low side.
2013:
About 150.
2018:
No idea! None of the emails are important anyway. Most of them are spam, newsletters or notifications.
Thursday, October 26, 2017
What opportunity am I waiting for?
2012:
I'm just waiting for a chance to rebuild my life. I don't know if it will ever happen, but it doesn't hurt to dream.
2013:
Tiny bit of free space? Most of the time I feel suffocated and can't wait till I have little level of control over our household life.
2018:
I Really honestly don't know. I know this much that at this current rate, I can survive, but won't be able to save up for retirement or buying my own home. Something HAS to change. I'm open to any idea on how to make it happen. As it is, I'm now working for tesla, the auto industry that I had never thought would happen. And that has definitely brought some kind of stability in my life. I don't So, you'd never know. IF life throws me something else, I'll be glad to jump at it and give it a try!
I'm just waiting for a chance to rebuild my life. I don't know if it will ever happen, but it doesn't hurt to dream.
2013:
Tiny bit of free space? Most of the time I feel suffocated and can't wait till I have little level of control over our household life.
2018:
I Really honestly don't know. I know this much that at this current rate, I can survive, but won't be able to save up for retirement or buying my own home. Something HAS to change. I'm open to any idea on how to make it happen. As it is, I'm now working for tesla, the auto industry that I had never thought would happen. And that has definitely brought some kind of stability in my life. I don't So, you'd never know. IF life throws me something else, I'll be glad to jump at it and give it a try!
Wednesday, October 25, 2017
Describe my last life-changing moment
2012:
This couldn't be more timely than this! It just happened today as we learned that Pooja haven't been enrolled in her classes, had her petition to enroll been rejected and have wasted not only this semester, but last semester too(because she failed it). It really is a slap on my face for more parenting. I just wish there was a do-over for this event, but there isn't. Life must go on!
2013: unfortunately.. or fortunately, nothing since last year. But Back in 2006.. when we lost our home with 10 minutes of notice. That was definitely life-changing.
2018:
I guess when we lost our home AGAIN? How is this even possible! Got to learn true colors of everyone. Big growing moments for kids and how they rallied around me to get ourselves back on feet.
This couldn't be more timely than this! It just happened today as we learned that Pooja haven't been enrolled in her classes, had her petition to enroll been rejected and have wasted not only this semester, but last semester too(because she failed it). It really is a slap on my face for more parenting. I just wish there was a do-over for this event, but there isn't. Life must go on!
2013: unfortunately.. or fortunately, nothing since last year. But Back in 2006.. when we lost our home with 10 minutes of notice. That was definitely life-changing.
2018:
I guess when we lost our home AGAIN? How is this even possible! Got to learn true colors of everyone. Big growing moments for kids and how they rallied around me to get ourselves back on feet.
Tuesday, October 24, 2017
If I made laws, what one would I make today?
2012:
Under current circumstances, if a child doesn't answer parents' calls or return the calls, they should be required to serve certain amount of community service hours to teach them the responsibilities.
2013:
Every single school should have uniforms.
Under current circumstances, if a child doesn't answer parents' calls or return the calls, they should be required to serve certain amount of community service hours to teach them the responsibilities.
2013:
Every single school should have uniforms.
Monday, October 23, 2017
What impact do I hope to have on the world?
2012:
I'm not sure if I would reach out to world, but to those around me... I know for sure that I would influence them about my healthy eating habits, my food preservation craziness, cooking from scratch fascination and my discoveries about making homemade mixes to make life easier and simpler.
2013:
When I have means to excess money, I am hoping to help the needy people and encourage young talent.
2018:
Staying positive and spread the joy.
I'm not sure if I would reach out to world, but to those around me... I know for sure that I would influence them about my healthy eating habits, my food preservation craziness, cooking from scratch fascination and my discoveries about making homemade mixes to make life easier and simpler.
2013:
When I have means to excess money, I am hoping to help the needy people and encourage young talent.
2018:
Staying positive and spread the joy.
Sunday, October 22, 2017
My favorite sound is
2012:
Raindrops in quiet night! There is something magical in that!
2013:
Waterfalls at Yosemite!
2018:
Pooja answering her phone! Or Avni answering her phone! Or Neil answering his phone! Miss them and love to talk to them every chance I get!
Raindrops in quiet night! There is something magical in that!
2013:
Waterfalls at Yosemite!
2018:
Pooja answering her phone! Or Avni answering her phone! Or Neil answering his phone! Miss them and love to talk to them every chance I get!
Saturday, October 21, 2017
What do I wish for more of in the world?
2012:
Laughter! Life has become so stressful these days for most people, it almost seems like people have forgotten to have a good hearty laugh. I wish there was more of it to go around.
2013:
Compassion.
2018:
Last two days I worked with my old team and boy, did I have some good hearty laughs!!! It was great!!! I was literally laughing out loud working with Miranda, George (he was a bit annoying, but still fun to work with) and Ron. I had so much fun and we laughed so much!
On lighter side, Wish there were more Mega Million lottery going on. The lottery has gone up to $1.6 Billion as of this morning, a historic all time high and people are non-stop talking about what would they do with the money if they won. It's a day dreaming, but st least boosts up the mood for everyone temporarily. Eddie (Repair Tech supervisor) started the pool of $20 per person and have managed to have 98 people contributing to it. Which means, he's bought 980 tickets. If they win, each person would get about $400K per year for 30 years. Seems like he's opting for one time cashout, which will be lower than 30 yrs annuity, but better in the long run if you invest the money wisely. There are few guys here that are really into it and started looking for airfare to places they want to go. I kind of burst their bubble when I pointed out that there might be multiple winners and their winnings might be divided. :)
Laughter! Life has become so stressful these days for most people, it almost seems like people have forgotten to have a good hearty laugh. I wish there was more of it to go around.
2013:
Compassion.
2018:
Last two days I worked with my old team and boy, did I have some good hearty laughs!!! It was great!!! I was literally laughing out loud working with Miranda, George (he was a bit annoying, but still fun to work with) and Ron. I had so much fun and we laughed so much!
On lighter side, Wish there were more Mega Million lottery going on. The lottery has gone up to $1.6 Billion as of this morning, a historic all time high and people are non-stop talking about what would they do with the money if they won. It's a day dreaming, but st least boosts up the mood for everyone temporarily. Eddie (Repair Tech supervisor) started the pool of $20 per person and have managed to have 98 people contributing to it. Which means, he's bought 980 tickets. If they win, each person would get about $400K per year for 30 years. Seems like he's opting for one time cashout, which will be lower than 30 yrs annuity, but better in the long run if you invest the money wisely. There are few guys here that are really into it and started looking for airfare to places they want to go. I kind of burst their bubble when I pointed out that there might be multiple winners and their winnings might be divided. :)
Friday, October 20, 2017
Who in my life is crazy talented? What is their talent?
2012:
In light of house searching these days,, I can think of Greta as one of the crazy talented person! She is so good at interior decorating. She loves to decorate her home and comes up with unique ideas. She would redecorate her girls' rooms almost every 6 months and they would look like photos from the magazines! She helped me decorate Pooja's room and it turned out so good! I hope to have her help me in my new home!
2013:
Tina is one.. she always comes up with all kind of projects/decorations to make parties and dinners come alive!
Another one is Neeta. She's henna artist. She's the most amazing talented henna artists I've met. She is not only renowned bridal henna artist, but she also decorates cakes, candles, gift boxes, drums among many other things to create unique gift items.
2018:
Bren Boone. She used to be a scrapbook designer. She weaves, dyes, spins, and creates her own patterns for the sweaters. The colors she comes up for the yarn are just super gorgeous! She even carves her own beautiful crochet hooks from the wood. Makes scented soap. It is so fun and inspiring to watch her do all creative things that I can not even imagine doing!She recently bought a sock knitter machine, which is so cool to watch!
In light of house searching these days,, I can think of Greta as one of the crazy talented person! She is so good at interior decorating. She loves to decorate her home and comes up with unique ideas. She would redecorate her girls' rooms almost every 6 months and they would look like photos from the magazines! She helped me decorate Pooja's room and it turned out so good! I hope to have her help me in my new home!
2013:
Tina is one.. she always comes up with all kind of projects/decorations to make parties and dinners come alive!
Another one is Neeta. She's henna artist. She's the most amazing talented henna artists I've met. She is not only renowned bridal henna artist, but she also decorates cakes, candles, gift boxes, drums among many other things to create unique gift items.
2018:
Bren Boone. She used to be a scrapbook designer. She weaves, dyes, spins, and creates her own patterns for the sweaters. The colors she comes up for the yarn are just super gorgeous! She even carves her own beautiful crochet hooks from the wood. Makes scented soap. It is so fun and inspiring to watch her do all creative things that I can not even imagine doing!She recently bought a sock knitter machine, which is so cool to watch!
Thursday, October 19, 2017
In one year from today, what word do I hope best describes my life.
2012:
H.A.P.P.P.Y!!!!!
2013:
Content.
2018:
Well -balanced. In every aspect of life.
H.A.P.P.P.Y!!!!!
2013:
Content.
2018:
Well -balanced. In every aspect of life.
Wednesday, October 18, 2017
How much time did I spend outside today?
2012:
Not much unless you count getting in and out of the car. Picked up Neil from school, went to get side mirror fixed for my car, came home, picked up Avni from school, dropped off Neil to Patrol meeting.. day was over by then!
2013:
Besides home and work... well, first thing in the morning, I went to CrossFit training at 7AM. Went to mom's for lunch. After work, stopped by at Sikandar store for some quick grocery shopping.
2018:
Not much other than walking from my car to the building... about 10 minutes walk (rather than taking shuttle). Worked 12 hours. If I had worked in Model 3 today, I would've been outside all day.
Not much unless you count getting in and out of the car. Picked up Neil from school, went to get side mirror fixed for my car, came home, picked up Avni from school, dropped off Neil to Patrol meeting.. day was over by then!
2013:
Besides home and work... well, first thing in the morning, I went to CrossFit training at 7AM. Went to mom's for lunch. After work, stopped by at Sikandar store for some quick grocery shopping.
2018:
Not much other than walking from my car to the building... about 10 minutes walk (rather than taking shuttle). Worked 12 hours. If I had worked in Model 3 today, I would've been outside all day.
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
How did I improve myself today?
2012:
It was busy day at work, so not much time for self-improvement. But, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff. It's Pooja's birthday today and she haven't been answering my phone calls. I must've tried 10 times. I'm not losing my temper over it. Ten years from now, this wouldn't matter much, so why should I get upset over it today...
2013:
Oh.. I tried to improve in physical fitness today and I'm sore! I did multiple rounds of Clean & Jerk (finished with 55#), ran 800 meter for time (5:02 minutes), pull-up hang for 1:19 minutes, 400 meter run in 2:10 and 93 squats in 4 minutes!
2018:
Luckily, I called Pooja at 6:30AM and she answered the phone right away! IT was good to hear her voice. She's going to Boston for 4 days, touring the city all on her own! Can that be an improvement on my part for raising independent daughter who lives thousands miles away and enjoys touring on her own?
Anyway...I did go for workout this morning. The only day of the week I can go. But rather than sleeping in on my only day off of the week, I've chosen to go for the workout. Every little bit helps!
It was busy day at work, so not much time for self-improvement. But, I'm trying not to sweat the small stuff. It's Pooja's birthday today and she haven't been answering my phone calls. I must've tried 10 times. I'm not losing my temper over it. Ten years from now, this wouldn't matter much, so why should I get upset over it today...
2013:
Oh.. I tried to improve in physical fitness today and I'm sore! I did multiple rounds of Clean & Jerk (finished with 55#), ran 800 meter for time (5:02 minutes), pull-up hang for 1:19 minutes, 400 meter run in 2:10 and 93 squats in 4 minutes!
2018:
Luckily, I called Pooja at 6:30AM and she answered the phone right away! IT was good to hear her voice. She's going to Boston for 4 days, touring the city all on her own! Can that be an improvement on my part for raising independent daughter who lives thousands miles away and enjoys touring on her own?
Anyway...I did go for workout this morning. The only day of the week I can go. But rather than sleeping in on my only day off of the week, I've chosen to go for the workout. Every little bit helps!
Monday, October 16, 2017
Describe the last time I was embarrassed
2012:
Too tired to think right now.. can't think of any right now.
2013:
Maybe I've just blocked off the memories. :)
2018:
About a week or two ago, I was checking the exterior of the car and Derick had changed the Car model badge to P75D from 75D. We don't even have that model.So, I had no excuse not to catch that mistake! I can't believe I missed it! Normally, I catch the things no one else is even paying attention to, like wrong car manual (it was for model x rather than model S), wrong fascia (with australian licence plate and clear fog lights rather than amber lights) on North America car, wrong side view mirror ( no warning writing on NA car). I even told Derick that why would he do this me just few hours after I caught the wrong mirror? But I know that's not an excuse for missing something so obvious!
Too tired to think right now.. can't think of any right now.
2013:
Maybe I've just blocked off the memories. :)
2018:
About a week or two ago, I was checking the exterior of the car and Derick had changed the Car model badge to P75D from 75D. We don't even have that model.So, I had no excuse not to catch that mistake! I can't believe I missed it! Normally, I catch the things no one else is even paying attention to, like wrong car manual (it was for model x rather than model S), wrong fascia (with australian licence plate and clear fog lights rather than amber lights) on North America car, wrong side view mirror ( no warning writing on NA car). I even told Derick that why would he do this me just few hours after I caught the wrong mirror? But I know that's not an excuse for missing something so obvious!
Sunday, October 15, 2017
What time did I wake up this morning?
2012:
I first woke up at 5:20, but got out of bed at 6:10.
2013:
5 AM to get to CrossFit.
2018:
4AM to go to work. My normal time to wake up unless I'm not working. In that case, 5:45AM to go workout.
I first woke up at 5:20, but got out of bed at 6:10.
2013:
5 AM to get to CrossFit.
2018:
4AM to go to work. My normal time to wake up unless I'm not working. In that case, 5:45AM to go workout.
Saturday, October 14, 2017
Describe the last piece of furniture I purchased
2012:
I'ts been almost 13 yrs that we've bought any furniture. Most furniture was brought from Chicago. We did buy dining table(casual) from here as soon as we moved here because we sold the one in Chicago(Glass and metal... not a good idea to transport here).
2013:
Nothing yet.
2018:
A whole lot! Bought the queen size mattress and the bed frame for it. Then, at the spur of moment, bought the bedroom set without looking at the furniture. I was just browsing on Facebook at dinnertime and saw someone selling black bedroom furniture (headboard, dresser, end table, corner table and a lamp - all for $200). I claimed it right away and had it delivered the next day!Best decision ever!
I'ts been almost 13 yrs that we've bought any furniture. Most furniture was brought from Chicago. We did buy dining table(casual) from here as soon as we moved here because we sold the one in Chicago(Glass and metal... not a good idea to transport here).
2013:
Nothing yet.
2018:
A whole lot! Bought the queen size mattress and the bed frame for it. Then, at the spur of moment, bought the bedroom set without looking at the furniture. I was just browsing on Facebook at dinnertime and saw someone selling black bedroom furniture (headboard, dresser, end table, corner table and a lamp - all for $200). I claimed it right away and had it delivered the next day!Best decision ever!
Friday, October 13, 2017
What is my current bank balance?
2012:
Counting my checkings and savings... ~$12,000! :)
2013:
$7,354.37
2018:
About $8000! Finally, climbing back up after long road of recovery!
Counting my checkings and savings... ~$12,000! :)
2013:
$7,354.37
2018:
About $8000! Finally, climbing back up after long road of recovery!
Thursday, October 12, 2017
If others described how I acted today, it would be...
2012:
Depends on who you ask. Mostly... cool and collected.
Had major stress induced day today with mom and dad being out of touch due to power outage. But it all worked out ok. Called PG&E to find the status and report the issue. Later in the evening, contacted AT&T to get the phones working.
Chauffeured around Neil and Avni to/from school, birthday party, football game, corn maze, Avni's friend's home to drop her off....
2013:
Preoccupied, multi-tasking.
Deepubhai and Dipti left for LA. It was hard for us to let go of them, but I knew that I couldn't stop them for my selfish reasons of having a friend around. I didn't want them to have regrets later of not giving it a try. In afternoon, I cooked idli manchoorian for potluck to take for AWA BBQ at Mr. Guido's home. As soon as we got home, it was time to get ready for garba. We didn't get home till 1AM!
2018:
Quiet. I'm working at new spot (pre-water) today with people I've never worked before. Mostly, keeping to myself other than occasional hello, how are you doing. It's going to be a long day.
Depends on who you ask. Mostly... cool and collected.
Had major stress induced day today with mom and dad being out of touch due to power outage. But it all worked out ok. Called PG&E to find the status and report the issue. Later in the evening, contacted AT&T to get the phones working.
Chauffeured around Neil and Avni to/from school, birthday party, football game, corn maze, Avni's friend's home to drop her off....
2013:
Preoccupied, multi-tasking.
Deepubhai and Dipti left for LA. It was hard for us to let go of them, but I knew that I couldn't stop them for my selfish reasons of having a friend around. I didn't want them to have regrets later of not giving it a try. In afternoon, I cooked idli manchoorian for potluck to take for AWA BBQ at Mr. Guido's home. As soon as we got home, it was time to get ready for garba. We didn't get home till 1AM!
2018:
Quiet. I'm working at new spot (pre-water) today with people I've never worked before. Mostly, keeping to myself other than occasional hello, how are you doing. It's going to be a long day.
Wednesday, October 11, 2017
What is my mission?
2012:
My mission is to build secure future for my kids. Create the most inviting, cozy, warm home for them to come home to and invite their friends over without hesitating.
2013:
Still the same! I want my home to be inviting for everyone. Anyone that visits or stays with us should feel comfortable and at home.
2018:
Just about the same! After moving to apartment 3.5 yrs ago, kids have been inviting their friends more often. Derick comes over quite often and invites himself for dinner. Kassandra (mine and Avni's friend) has made it her second home.
My mission is to build secure future for my kids. Create the most inviting, cozy, warm home for them to come home to and invite their friends over without hesitating.
2013:
Still the same! I want my home to be inviting for everyone. Anyone that visits or stays with us should feel comfortable and at home.
2018:
Just about the same! After moving to apartment 3.5 yrs ago, kids have been inviting their friends more often. Derick comes over quite often and invites himself for dinner. Kassandra (mine and Avni's friend) has made it her second home.
Tuesday, October 10, 2017
What was the last gift I gave?
2012:
I got Gelish nail kit for Avni and Kalpu. I also got boots for Avni(both her early birthday present). Oh, and 2 days ago, I bought bike for Neil for his birthday but most of the money for bike came from mom and Dharmesh.
2013:
This year, I haven't been that good about gift giving. I just bought a jacket for Pooja's birthday, but it was more of Avni's idea. I just paid for it.
2018:
Airpods to Neil for his birthday.
I got Gelish nail kit for Avni and Kalpu. I also got boots for Avni(both her early birthday present). Oh, and 2 days ago, I bought bike for Neil for his birthday but most of the money for bike came from mom and Dharmesh.
2013:
This year, I haven't been that good about gift giving. I just bought a jacket for Pooja's birthday, but it was more of Avni's idea. I just paid for it.
2018:
Airpods to Neil for his birthday.
Monday, October 9, 2017
What was the mistake?
2012:
Still trying to figure it out.
2013:
Having the hopes high about the Sannita house. Announcing it to everyone before there was funding for it. Putting so much energy into planning for that particular house. Hopefully, planning won't go 100% wasted and will come in handy eventually at least at some level.
2018:
When I got laid off (contract expired early), I took Janis' word that She'll take me back in 6 months, just like last time. I didn't search for the job aggressively during those six months. When six months were over, she was ready to take me on, however they had the reorganization and put the freeze on any kind of hiring. She kept trying for few more months, but finally, it was apparent that I'm not going to get the job back. By then, too much time had passed since I left the job and it became hard to explain my lack of employment. There were some other excuses the potential came up with that I was overqualified or that I would get too bored and leave the job if I took up entry level jobs. All of this compounded in me getting discourage in finding the right job. I should've kept on going and keep searching but at the end, I pretty much gave up and took up the job at Home Instead and HomeGoods. At least they helped me get back up on my feet and get going. Gave me new hope that regardless of my circumstances, I will make it and keep on going.
Four years later, I still haven't gotten back to it. Just yesterday, got a call from a recruiter and she asked me what have I don't since 2014 and when I told her that it's been non-technical jobs, she quickly hung up on me. But regardless of these failures, I will rise and get back on track. I've taken my step by starting to work for Tesla.
Still trying to figure it out.
2013:
Having the hopes high about the Sannita house. Announcing it to everyone before there was funding for it. Putting so much energy into planning for that particular house. Hopefully, planning won't go 100% wasted and will come in handy eventually at least at some level.
2018:
When I got laid off (contract expired early), I took Janis' word that She'll take me back in 6 months, just like last time. I didn't search for the job aggressively during those six months. When six months were over, she was ready to take me on, however they had the reorganization and put the freeze on any kind of hiring. She kept trying for few more months, but finally, it was apparent that I'm not going to get the job back. By then, too much time had passed since I left the job and it became hard to explain my lack of employment. There were some other excuses the potential came up with that I was overqualified or that I would get too bored and leave the job if I took up entry level jobs. All of this compounded in me getting discourage in finding the right job. I should've kept on going and keep searching but at the end, I pretty much gave up and took up the job at Home Instead and HomeGoods. At least they helped me get back up on my feet and get going. Gave me new hope that regardless of my circumstances, I will make it and keep on going.
Four years later, I still haven't gotten back to it. Just yesterday, got a call from a recruiter and she asked me what have I don't since 2014 and when I told her that it's been non-technical jobs, she quickly hung up on me. But regardless of these failures, I will rise and get back on track. I've taken my step by starting to work for Tesla.
Sunday, October 8, 2017
What's the next book I'm going to read?
2012:
Not sure. I just started reading the classic - Holes. I've seen the movie so many times, it was time to read the book. I thought I had read it before when Pooja had the book, but it doesn't seem like it.
Next in the list are some non-fiction books, most of them are about decluttering, home decor, organizing, Feng-sui... all that kind of stuff.
2013:
Just finished A Breath of Snow and Ashes of Outlander series. Echo in the Bones is the next in series, but I've started listening them all from beginning before going to Echo.
2018:
Right now, I'm reading How To Win Friends & Influence People in the Digital Age by Dale Carnegie. Its an updated book to reflect the recent times. I just finished the original one last week.
Next in line are Smart Women Finish Rich by David Bach, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind by Joseph Murphy, Calyspso by David Sedans and of course, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. All books came to my library loan at the same time. I've got some serious listening to do in next few days!!
Not sure. I just started reading the classic - Holes. I've seen the movie so many times, it was time to read the book. I thought I had read it before when Pooja had the book, but it doesn't seem like it.
Next in the list are some non-fiction books, most of them are about decluttering, home decor, organizing, Feng-sui... all that kind of stuff.
2013:
Just finished A Breath of Snow and Ashes of Outlander series. Echo in the Bones is the next in series, but I've started listening them all from beginning before going to Echo.
2018:
Right now, I'm reading How To Win Friends & Influence People in the Digital Age by Dale Carnegie. Its an updated book to reflect the recent times. I just finished the original one last week.
Next in line are Smart Women Finish Rich by David Bach, The Power of Your Subconscious Mind by Joseph Murphy, Calyspso by David Sedans and of course, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. All books came to my library loan at the same time. I've got some serious listening to do in next few days!!
Saturday, October 7, 2017
What was the last stupid thing I did?
2012:
Trying to outdone Neil and stomp on the big pop up bubbles. His foot was still in the air, ready to pop the bubble and I got in-between to pop the bubble, only to have Neil stomp on my foot!!!! OUCH!!! 4 days later, it's still hurting me!
2013:
Writing $10,000 check for escrow money when money to buy the house wasn't secured yet. Needless to say that I lost that money.
Trying to outdone Neil and stomp on the big pop up bubbles. His foot was still in the air, ready to pop the bubble and I got in-between to pop the bubble, only to have Neil stomp on my foot!!!! OUCH!!! 4 days later, it's still hurting me!
2013:
Writing $10,000 check for escrow money when money to buy the house wasn't secured yet. Needless to say that I lost that money.
Friday, October 6, 2017
How much is a gallon of gas?
2012:
anywhere from $4.25-$4.50..
2013:
Around $3.75-$3.89
2018:
Around $3.35
anywhere from $4.25-$4.50..
2013:
Around $3.75-$3.89
2018:
Around $3.35
Thursday, October 5, 2017
Did I do more talking or listening?
2012:
I think, both! More listening than talking though. Went to mom's for lunch where I didn't talk much, just enjoyed my time there. Helped Arnav installing Adobe Shockwave player on laptop for his computer. Evening was spent at LVCP's new school for ground breaking with kids and JK. When JK is around, you don't get much chance to talk. It's better to just be quiet and listen.
2013:
Definitely, more listening. Deepubhai has been staying with us for about a month now, who is also a big time talker. You don't get to get your word in when JK and Deepubhai are around!
2018:
Most probably talking. But I've been working on intentionally become better listener by asking question to others and listening to their stories and concerns.
I think, both! More listening than talking though. Went to mom's for lunch where I didn't talk much, just enjoyed my time there. Helped Arnav installing Adobe Shockwave player on laptop for his computer. Evening was spent at LVCP's new school for ground breaking with kids and JK. When JK is around, you don't get much chance to talk. It's better to just be quiet and listen.
2013:
Definitely, more listening. Deepubhai has been staying with us for about a month now, who is also a big time talker. You don't get to get your word in when JK and Deepubhai are around!
2018:
Most probably talking. But I've been working on intentionally become better listener by asking question to others and listening to their stories and concerns.
Wednesday, October 4, 2017
How am I?
2012:
Better than ever! I finally got the product gallery installed on the site all on my own! Major breakthrough considering I had been literally begging Anne to install it for last 2 weeks!
2013:
On a roller coaster... sometimes, I feel down and depressed about how long it's taking to make a breakthrough with JK's company and then, I make myself truly believing that it's happening soon and I start looking forward to a better future.
2018:
I'm doing ok on most part. Working like crazy to recover from not having any emergency fund money and living paycheck to paycheck. I've finally got some breathing room to not have to worry about the rent money at the end of the month.
Emotionally, a bit lonely after Avni moved out. No one at home to talk to. Jk is gone most of the evenings and doesn't come home till late nights (from Ubering) and even if he's home, there isn't much communication going on,unless I want to hear about who he met and what others are doing. Nothing about OUR life. That's the subject he tries best to avoid.
I've been much stronger than ever before. There are things I'm letting go/slide, but because I chose to be a better person and taking high road. I am doing much better at keeping my anger in check and keep the discussion at calm manner no matter how furious I get at certain things.
Better than ever! I finally got the product gallery installed on the site all on my own! Major breakthrough considering I had been literally begging Anne to install it for last 2 weeks!
2013:
On a roller coaster... sometimes, I feel down and depressed about how long it's taking to make a breakthrough with JK's company and then, I make myself truly believing that it's happening soon and I start looking forward to a better future.
2018:
I'm doing ok on most part. Working like crazy to recover from not having any emergency fund money and living paycheck to paycheck. I've finally got some breathing room to not have to worry about the rent money at the end of the month.
Emotionally, a bit lonely after Avni moved out. No one at home to talk to. Jk is gone most of the evenings and doesn't come home till late nights (from Ubering) and even if he's home, there isn't much communication going on,unless I want to hear about who he met and what others are doing. Nothing about OUR life. That's the subject he tries best to avoid.
I've been much stronger than ever before. There are things I'm letting go/slide, but because I chose to be a better person and taking high road. I am doing much better at keeping my anger in check and keep the discussion at calm manner no matter how furious I get at certain things.
Tuesday, October 3, 2017
Monday, October 2, 2017
Who did I hug today?
2012:
Ok.. as strange as it may sound... I was hugged by JK by force in the kitchen.. sneakily. I'm not much of a hug person.
2013:
Umm.. that was JK in the morning before I was leaving for the workout.
2018:
Probably no one.
Ok.. as strange as it may sound... I was hugged by JK by force in the kitchen.. sneakily. I'm not much of a hug person.
2013:
Umm.. that was JK in the morning before I was leaving for the workout.
2018:
Probably no one.
Sunday, October 1, 2017
Who was the last person I spent quality time with?
2012:
Glad to say I've touched many people in last few days!
Last Monday, spent time with Kalpu doing her nails (gel nails!). On Saturday, it was just me and ba at home, so I spent time with her in kitchen dehydrating some tomatoes, peppers, okra, peas and corn, while she was busy frying kachoris in the afternoon. Yesterday (Sunday) afternoon, I spent time with Neil and Avni.. just good quality time doing our own things. Today, I talked to foi/fua in the morning, which I haven't done since coming back from NY last month. In afternoon, I talked to Kerry about her parents and her difficult time with them in their last days. After school/work, went to see Pooja to give her some home cooked food and spent some time with her. At boy scout meeting, I stole some minutes to talk to Jody just about life that had nothing to do with boy scouts. That's something I hardly ever get to do. So, that was precious!
Even spent some time with JK in all of this!
2013:
Went to mom's for lunch and had great time catching up with mom, Kalpu and dad (who was gone to Costco, but came home before I left). Also, called Masi in India to talk to her since I haven't called her after mom came back from India.
2018:
Avni! Went to Half Dome hike with her and spent 24 hours with her!Ok, maybe a bit less than that. But she claimed that she's been with me for entire 24 hours. Technically... except the part where she was ahead of me hiking or that she was sleeping in the car. Lol But we had a great day together. I need to do more of those long hikes.
Glad to say I've touched many people in last few days!
Last Monday, spent time with Kalpu doing her nails (gel nails!). On Saturday, it was just me and ba at home, so I spent time with her in kitchen dehydrating some tomatoes, peppers, okra, peas and corn, while she was busy frying kachoris in the afternoon. Yesterday (Sunday) afternoon, I spent time with Neil and Avni.. just good quality time doing our own things. Today, I talked to foi/fua in the morning, which I haven't done since coming back from NY last month. In afternoon, I talked to Kerry about her parents and her difficult time with them in their last days. After school/work, went to see Pooja to give her some home cooked food and spent some time with her. At boy scout meeting, I stole some minutes to talk to Jody just about life that had nothing to do with boy scouts. That's something I hardly ever get to do. So, that was precious!
Even spent some time with JK in all of this!
2013:
Went to mom's for lunch and had great time catching up with mom, Kalpu and dad (who was gone to Costco, but came home before I left). Also, called Masi in India to talk to her since I haven't called her after mom came back from India.
2018:
Avni! Went to Half Dome hike with her and spent 24 hours with her!Ok, maybe a bit less than that. But she claimed that she's been with me for entire 24 hours. Technically... except the part where she was ahead of me hiking or that she was sleeping in the car. Lol But we had a great day together. I need to do more of those long hikes.
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