2012:
It feels like I've been settling for so many things for so long, I stopped settling for anything anymore. I can't think of anything right now at top of my head, but it could be because I've learned to live without things and think of it as a norm. For example, spending $15 on haircut once a year at most. I've never paid for eyebrows or manicure or pedicure. Have never visited salons or any pampering places. Is that because I never cared for it or because I'm too scared to even find out the cost to 'want' to do anything with it? I love jewelry but I can't remember the last time I bought anything for myself. Loved wearing watch, now I don't have any. There are many more things that I've settled for that I can't even remember anymore.
2013:
I've settled for not having meaningful relationship with JK. I've come to learn that soon after I put my faith and hope in it, he totally crashes my hopes and dreams about it. Just go with the flow and not let anything bother me has been my mantra lately.
2018:
Sad to say things haven't changed much in 6 years, but I'm learning not to settle for less.
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