What is testing me?

2012:
My patience! I thought I had lots of patience for just about anything, but lately I seem to be losing it. I keep getting edgy about little things.

2013:
My Faith! Ever since MJ told me that I'm there to take care of JK and I have MJ to take care of me.. I keep questioning it. I know I shouldn't. But any time I lose my patience with JK, I have to remember what MJ said to me and hang on to his words.