Wednesday, April 26, 2017

What is the last thing that made me cry?

2012:
Hummm.. depends. Some movies make me cry. Last thing that made me cry is probably the financial stress or the loneliness. As much as I try to ignore either of them, every once in a while it hits me hard.

2013:
Yes, I've learned not to cry over loneliness or the humiliation I tend to receive almost on daily basis lately. However, I did have an emotional day about a month ago, when I was crying most of the day (whenever I was alone). It was triggered by something I read about Pooja and it had made me worried sick. I did have a long talk with Pooja and while not all my worries/doubts are put to rest, I have better handle on it.

2018:
It has been a while, but I get my moments, where everything hits me at the same time and I think to myself, how long can I go on like this? How long do I have to go on like this? Will I ever get a break?

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