I really wish...

2012:
we could just be happy family. It's been like walking on eggshells most of the time and I'm getting tired of it.

2013:
I had solid career path by now. As of right now, I don't even know what to do next when my job contract is over. All of my old skills are outdated and what I've been doing at AT&T is mostly with legacy systems and of no use in outside market.

2018:
Well, I don't walk on eggshells anymore. I've learned to speak my mind and let others know when they hurt me or play their games. It has made tremendous difference. Kids and I are happy. JK and I are in good place for most part. I still got some work to do on that, but it's work in progress.

I've had 2-3 different 'career path' since 2013. Worked as cashier and in cash office for three years at HomeGoods. At the same time, also worked as caregiver for Home Instead (and still do as on call) and quality inspector for Tesla. I don't know what my future holds. I tried for over three years to find the right job, but as I had suspected about my job experience, nothing came my way.

I might sound like a broken record, but I really do wish I had my own home. Soon.. it HAS to happen!!!