I never

2012:
had a true girlfriend that I can hang out with, share my joys and sorrows, share the hobbies, passion about things. I've always had that void in my life. I'm still hopeful that I'll find one someday. Just when I actually have time to do fun things, when kids are gone from home and I have empty nest.

However, I really am grateful that I can hang out with Kalpu as limited as it can be, we share same point of view on many things, she's the friend I've never had. But her being my sister-in-law, there is that little barrier where she would need a break from me to spend time with her friends! lol I also have two most awesome online/internet friends, Darcy and Lisa that I can share just about anything. I don't know what I would've done without them. I really wish they both were my local friends.

2013:
want to lose hope about our brighter future. I can almost feel it, smell it.. it's oh, so close, but not close enough!  I know it's just around the corner and I can't wait for it!